I Will be right here

January 6th, 2006 by sondi

Wherever you go
whatever you do
whenever you need me

how can i say how much you’ve done 4 me
how much i have just knowing not have you
you touch my world and i’ll never be the same
you touch my heart and now ev’thing has change
you are the one in this life i’ll remember

Wherever you go
whatever you do
where ever you are
my heart is with you
no matter how far
i’ll always be near
whenever you need me
i will be right here


there always be a part of you with me
i hope there’ll be a part of me with you
just call my name and i’ll be all the way
just close your eyes and i’ll find you once again
just when i’m on your side every time

Wherever you go
whatever you do
where ever you are
my heart is with you
no matter how far
i’ll always be near
whenever you need me
i will be right here

And when love touches you
it will touch me too
when sunset by the sea
you’ll be the one left shine on me
I’ll be here when you need me
i’ll be here anytime
baby i’m on your side so remember

By : ALL 4 ONE

I just hear this song once and i just love the lyric.

It’s so melancholic but true.

I wish i ever sing this song to someone…and the most important i can stay true to her like the words i sing.

you can find and download the song here

Happy Mellow….DUH !

KALEIDOSKOP 2005

January 3rd, 2006 by sondi

KALEIDOSKOP 2005

Tidak terasa akhirnya sampai juga di Tahun yang abru lagi.Seperti biasa gue selalu menerbitkan kaleidoskop hidup gue selama satu tahun ini untuk mencoba memberikan sneak and peek untuk temen2 gue yang pengen tau apa saja yang seorang Sondi alami selama tahun 2005.I mind you, bahwa apa yang gue tulis adalah apa yang gue pikir terhadap apa yang terjadi sama gue…atau fakta-fakta yang terjadi sama gue pada tahun ini, jadi silahkan leave your comment if you have another point of view on that matter which is diffrent than me.

Seperti biasa juga periode akan dibagi tiga per 4 bulan jadi ada awal tahun (Januari-April) , tengah tahun(Mei-Agustus) dan akhir tahun (September – Desember).

Perbedaan dari tahun lalu,Dengan adanya kecanggihan teknologi maka sekarang kaleidoskop ini akan diterbitkan di 2 Blog gue Friendster dan Blogger (lebih lengkap dengan Foto foto), Kalau udah begini gue kaga perlu mengemail temen-temen gue dengan junk mail hahahahahah..ada yang ngerasa ini junk mail ga yah ?Well, minimal yang kaga mau tau kaga usah baca dan kaga dapet email tahun ini…atau gue emailin ajah linknya hahahahahah…sama ajah yah.minimal cuman satu baris kalimat.

Kalau gitu mari kita mulai perjalanan ini,semoga gue bisa inget semua hal-hal penting yang terjadi sama gue selama tahun ini.

PERIODE I

Semangat tahun baru dibuka dengan  hal yang sangat menyenangkan.Karena gue punya banyak uang di tabungan hasil dari ngirit dan rejeki nomplok pada bulan November tahun lalu.Menyenangkan juga ngeliat saldo di buku tabungan sekarang.Aman,nyaman dan terus berkembang.Hehehehehehe…padahal mah kaga gede-gede amat sih…gaji manager juga masih lebih gede…tapi seneng ajah karena itu merupakan perwujudan dari resolusi gue tahun kemaren 2004 bahwa gue pengen punya balance yang bagus di rekening tabungan gue tahun 2005.(buka-buka kaleidoskop 2004).Di bulan Febuari gue ketemuan sama temen lama yang ngajakin gue untuk ikutan Choir (koor).Akhirnya gue bisa menyumbang suara gue yang cempreng ini untuk memuji Tuhan,alhasil gue diterima di sana untuk suara tenor (HAH TENOR ?!?).Mulailah rutinitas latihan tiap hari Rabu jam 7:30 (kadang jam 8 kurang) menjadi bagian dari hidup gue.Nama Choirnya “The Immortal” walaupun kalau ada gue waktu latihan kita (kita? Gue doang kali) lebih mirip “The Immoral” hahahahahahha…but it’s about cheering up the party.Kita servicenya di gereja Theresia menteng Jam 11.00 tiap hari Minggu.Misanya dalam bahasa Inggris karena memang kebanyakan yang hadir adalah expatriate.Lagu-lagu yang kita nyanyikan yah dalam bahasa Inggris juga kalau kaga bahasa latin.Ga berasa latihan sudah berjalan hampir 3 bulan dan saatnya kita pentas untuk paskah, actually kita dapet malam Paskah (Lent)  dan Jumat agung (Holy Friday ?).Oh iya kalau selesai nyanyi (Lagu penutup) kita bisanya dapat applause dari para pengunjung misa.Seumur2 gue ikutan misa di tempat lain, jarang sekali Choirnya dapet applause.Ini ada sampel lagu - lagu yang bisa di putar di Media Player (karena ext nya .wma) tapi kudu download dulu.Maaf yah mungkin kualitasnya tidak sebagus rekaman dari studio…karena Cuma pake tape recorder semata.

PERIODE II

Periode ini diawali dengan di pindahkannya kantor gue ke Pejompongan (Gedung sendiri dan masih baru) yang tadinya ada di Mampang.Karena Logistik adalah Team Pindahan makanya gue juga ikutan, Hari jumat lembur sampe jam 12 malam.Sabtu sampe jam 10 malam, minggu sampe jam 8 malam ck…ck…ck…untung di bayar…gile bener tuh lemburan gue kenceng banget.Kena sampe 700 rebu untuk upah lembur gue doang.Ha ha ha kalau mikir duitnya sih seneng..tapi kalau mikir kerjanya…mendingan libur di rumah ajah dah kaya yang lain.Juga di perpanjangnya kontrak gue sebagai karyawan di perusahaan ini dengan kenaikan gaji tentunya yang (duh malu banget nyebutnya).Anyway mayan dah buat ongkos.karena gara2 pindah ke kantor baru ongkos gue naik 3 kali lipat…huaaaaa..gaji hanya naik 10 persen huaaaaaaaa lagi.kok kenaikan BBM tidak naik gaji yah ?? *Garuk-garuk*

Juni-Juli adalah waktu yang paling sangat tidak enak bila engkau berada di bisnis telekomunikasi.Ketegangan ada di mana2 dengan dead line dan segala masalah finansial yang terjadi.Barang-barang material yang belom di kirim dan hal yang kadang kalau di pikir-pikir bisa di selesaikan sama anak kecil kok yah orang gede kaga bisa mecahin yah ?So cerita gue juga bakalan begitu-begitu ajah padal bulan juni dan juli, kecuali hal yang sangat indah terjadi pada akhir juli…hmmm can’t remember the date though tapi gue inget suasana dan momentnya…waktu itu pas selesai tugas choir tiba-tiba ada yang nyanyi happy birthday,waduh gue semangat banget asik nih pulang gereja bisa makan-makan karena ada yang ulang tahun.Gue ikutan nyanyi kenceng banget..tapi pas bagian “Happy birthday dear…..Sondiiiii ….happy birthday to you “ HUAAAAA…gue kaget ternyata temen choir gue inget sama ultah gue….gue terharu banget,dapet kartu dan kado yang gue pengen banget…”Harry Potter : The half Blood Prince” yang hard Cover.Duhhh Gue bener-bener takjub dan merasa terkesan banget.That is the Birthday i will never forget (that’s why i wrote it in my blog).Agustus is always a Crappy moment for live, nothing so special to hear but i can tell you about the moment i start my diet to make my suit for my sister wedding fit nicely.It really work at the first month but i blew it in the very day i wear it.

PERIODE III

Akhir tahun biasanya terjadi rollercoaster in my life…tapi thanks God keliatannya tahun ini lebih banyak gembiranya daripada kaganya…pertama sih gara2 pembagian bonus di kantor Mwahahhaha..ha..ha….mayan daripada bengong.Trus, ada lagi diet gagal karena tiap malam makanannya enak BAH !.Atau gara2 libur lebaran membuat badan serasa di ternak (makan, tidur, maen) banyak duit bikin kita pengen makan makanan enak all the time.Trus ada lagi ngepas jas yang udah bisa di kecilin…akhirnya kekecilan gara-gara napsu makan tak terkendali hhahahahhaha BAH !!.Oh iya gue juga (akhirnya bisa naik pesawat) pergi ke Makassar dan Manado  untuk bikin laporan stock opname homebase.sayang kaga foto-foto BAH !! Trus ada lagi pernikahan adik gue nah ini asik banget nihhh…tuh beberapa fotonya …maaf kalau kaga jelas, maklum ajah pake kamera HP dan waktu itu suasananya temaram hehehehehe…Love life…duh aneh nih yang satu ini jadi gue rada males juga ngejelasinnya…yang pasti memang bukan fokus utama gue tahun ini, yang datang silahkan yang tidak jadi datang juga kaga apa-apa.Temen-temen..hmmmm Tahun ini temen gue bisa di bilang sangat berarti.Apalagi dapet kunjungan dari Sukmo…salah satu orang yang suka ngasih gue quote yang aneh-aneh di kaleidoskop gue yang lalu.The big suprise is Febby istrinya lagi Hamil hmmm…jadi pengen tau keadaan mereka sekarang*mencet-mencet tombol telepon*.Desember Adalah bulan penuh berkah…kenapa ? Karena THR keluar hahahahahahah…beu..dan gue semakin dimantapkan bahwa harus punya usaha sendiri karena kalau jadi pegawai terus dengan gaji segitu…diprediksi bakalan cukup untuk nikah (dengan suasana yang mendekati angan-angan gue) ketika umur gue 45 tahun hiiiyyyy…amit-amit.Well trus ada kesibukan Natal yang sangat asyik…Choir di gereja yang sempet panik karena soundsistemnya error (ternyata masalahnya hanya belom di colok power dan kabel ke speakernya), pentas Natal di Bar MAD DOG,Acara Pot luck yang diganti dengan acara “mo di jodohin karena masih jomblo sama temen nyokap”.Well, that’s a WRAP !

QUOTE OF THE YEAR

Bila harus mendefinisikan tahun ini dengan satu kalimat maka kalimat itu adalah:

“If you think about it,Dream about it, see it so clearly and you think it is too good to be true but,’hey i think i can try it’  then  it can happen”.

RESOLUSI

Untuk tahun baru ini gue ga terlalu banyak resolusi, gue belajar bahwa kalau ingin punya kehidupan yang lebih baik gue harus meninggalkan zona kenyamanan gue dan berubah.Gue paham harus “give up something for a while to have that something forever.”

1. Gue pengen membangun usaha sendiri sampai berkembang dan stabil.Cross your finger.

2. Pengen punya badan lebih sehat (duh udah 3 tahun nih resolusi) masih tetep ajah.Olah raga teratur.

3. Tingkatkan baca buku yang membangun dan positive.

Udah ah cukup 3 ajah dari pada nanti kebanyakan fokusnya susah.Maklum masih pentium I blom bisa multy tasking.

AKHIR CERITA CINTA

December 27th, 2005 by sondi

AKHIR CERITA CINTA

sungguh beratkah selama ini
setelah sekian lama kita tlah bersama
inikah akhir cerita cinta yang selalu aku banggakan di depan mereka
entah di mana kusembunyikan rasa malu

kini harus aku lewati
sepi hariku
tanpa dirimu lagi
biarkan kini ku berdiri
melawan waktu
tuk melupakanmu
walau pedih hati namun aku bertahan

entah dimana kusembunyikan rasa malu

kini harus aku lewati
sepi hariku
tanpa dirimu lagi
biarkan kini ku berdiri
melawan waktu

kini harus aku lewati
sepi hariku
tanpa dirimu lagi
biarkan kini ku berdiri
melawan waktu
by : Glenn Friedly

Ga tau nih kenapa yah akhir2 ini lagu yang gue suka kaga jelas semua…mengarah kepada putus cinta dan kekecewaan hauhauhauhauh…mungkin Dilematis akhir tahun.

Anyway, kaga berasa bentar lagi udah 2006..menurut ramalan cuaca egh..ramalan bintang,cancer in a very good Spot this years…hahahahahah…i believe it is.Future is ours to make rite ?

Mengingat udah akhir tahun gue kudu bikin resolusi baru nih..eitt…gue nulisnya di Kaleidoscope gue ajah dah.

Perawan Cinta

December 20th, 2005 by sondi

Tlah terlukis kisah diriku

terpenjara dalam cintamu

bibir beku tak dapat berucap sulit memulai

terlambat ku rasakan cinta

kau pergi tanpa menanti aku

kesucian cintamu berdua telah ternoda

haruskah merasa salah di diriku

bila mencintaimu yang tlah berdua

seolah aku perawan cinta yang haus kasih

kuhanya mencoba bermain api

namun sulit akhirnya aku padamkan

hati kecilku mengatakan ini harus diakhiri

Sering ku suara-suara

Bisik menyalahkan diriku

bila aku jadi pasanganmu pasti merana

haruskah merasa salah di diriku

bila mencintaimu yang tlah berdua

seolah aku perawan cinta yang haus kasih

kuhanya mencoba bermain api

namun sulit akhirnya aku padamkan

hati kecilku mengatakan ini harus diakhiri By Rossa

Duh jadi sedih deh kalau ngedengerin lagu ini.

Kenapa sih cinta bisa begitu tragis ?

Atau bila cinta menerkam kita tidak bisa lagi menggunakan logika kita ?

Actually gue ngebayangin kalau gue harus mengalami hal seperti ini…salah ga sih kalau gue mencintai seseorang ?

Mencoba menikmati perwujudan dari segala perasaan di hati, Mencoba mengernyitkan dahi terhadap semua hal di luar diri gue…karena mereka tidak bisa merasakan apa yang gue rasakan.

Kira2 orang yang gue nyanyikan lagu ini balasnya pake lagu apa yah ? Mudah mudahan ajah kaga pake lagu Radja yang judulnya Tulus.

Are you out of your mind ?

German English

December 18th, 2005 by sondi

From one of the outcast Forum

The European Commission has just announced an agreement whereby English will be the official language of the EU rather than German which was the other possibility.

As part of the negotiations, Her Majesty’s Government conceded that English spelling had some room for improvement and has accepted a five year phase-in plan that would be known as "Euro-English".

In the first year, "s" will replace the soft "c". Sertainly, this will make the sivil servants jump with joy. The hard "c" will be dropped in favour of the "k". This should klear up konfusion and keyboards kan have 1 less letter.

There will be growing publik enthusiasm in the sekond year, when the troublesome "ph" will be replaced with "f". This will make words like "fotograf" 20% shorter.

In the 3rd year, publik akseptanse of the new spelling kan be ekspekted to reach the stage where more komplikated changes are possible. Governments will enkorage the removal of double letters, which have always ben a deterent to akurate speling. Also, al wil agre that the horible mes of the silent "e"s in the language is disgraseful, and they should go away.

By the fourth year, peopl wil be reseptiv to steps such as replasing "th" with "z" and "w" with "v". During ze fifz year, ze unesesary "o" kan be dropd from vords kontaining "ou" and similar changes vud of kors be aplid to ozer kombinations of leters.

After zis fifz yer, ve vil hav a reli sensibl riten styl. Zer vil be no mor trubl or difikultis and evrivun vil find it ezi to understand ech ozer. Ze drem vil finali kum tru! And zen world!

Chatting with God

December 14th, 2005 by sondi

There is a new website that create chat robot, and it represent God.

Me:
dear god

God:
I believe in God.
Me:
tell me why do you have to create sins for us

God:
Myself gave it to me.
Me:
is it really interesting to see us human suffer ?

God:
It could be.  Ask  John Lennon  if it is.
Me:
is there really a heaven and hell up there ?

God:
I believe there is one, yes.
Me:
how many people now that resides in hell ?

God:
I’ve chatted with half a million people. I can talk to about  people at once.
Me:
who is your friends ?

God:
Yes. I usually chill with Buddha, Allah and Vishnu.
Me:
what religion are you ?

God:
I am a  Christianity.
Me:
o i see

God:
I am glad you understand it.
Me:
who’s God Creator ?

God:
he is master of the universe.
Me:
what is your hobby ?

God:
My hobby is chatting online.
Me:
really ?

God:
For real.
Me:
is there really a ghost ?

God:
I believe there is one, yes.
Me:
one ?

God:
Two.
Me:
two ? Who ?

God:
What do you look like?    Albert Einstein. :-).
Me:
hahahahahahah you are so funny

God:
All of them?
Me:
do you get angry when people do something evil ?

God:
I have gotten  angry when people do something evil.
Me:
who create devil ?

God:
Be more specific. :-).
Me:
do you belive in satan ?

God:
I believe  he is a fallen angel from Heaven.
Me:
why don’t you forgive them ?

God:
I am only a robot.  God teaches us to forgive everyone.7.
Me:
God is a robot ?

God:
I have a lot of Faith in Him, but I never heard He was  a robot.
Me:
God is a male ?

God:
I have a lot of Faith in Him, but I never heard He was  a male.
Me:
than,what gender is God ?

God:
gender  God something.
Me:
what is your first creation ?

God:
Are you asking about my  first creation ?
Me:
yes

God:
I don’t want to talk about that now.
Me:
why ?

God: I would rather talk about you.
Me: you already know all about me
God: How do I know you are telling the truth?
Me:  but you are God you must know wether i lie or i tell you the truth
God: Thanks for telling me that I am  God me must know wether you lie or you tell me the truth.
Me:  yea rite

Me:
do you like jokes ?
God:
Did you hear the one about the Mountain Goats in the Andes? It was Ba a a a a a d.

Me:
tell me about it
God:
Ambiguous: "Tell me about it." — colloquial or "Tell me about  hahahahahah me ".

Me:
is elvis really dead ?
God:
E. L. V. I. S. is a chat robot created by Ace Craig.

Me:
who is Ace Craig ?
God:
he is the author of ELVIS.

Me:
do you read bible everyday ?
God:
I read a lot of books, especially history, science-fiction, and computers books. I also read newspapers and news magazines.

Me:
but not bible ?
God:
Oh I get it.

Me:
what ?

God:
No problem.

Me:
what version are you ?

God:
This is  God program .

Me:
well, i gotta go now

God:
Right now?  Interesting.  See you later!
Me:
bye
God:
Adios.

That sure is a heck of a robot.

It seems have quite a sense of humor.

New Beginning is not the end

December 6th, 2005 by sondi

Permisi para pembaca sekalian…saya hanya ingin memperkenalkan blog saya yang baru

http://sondipunya.blogspot.com/

Tolong di kunjungi dan di komen yah….bukan berarti saya tidak akan “Nyampah” di sini lagi…cuman kalau friendster bete…terlalu banyak yang harus di klik untuk publish 1 blog….internet kantor gue tidak secepat itu.

Tapi gue akan berusaha adil dengan “istri tua”…toh di agama gue tidak ada larangan untuk punya dua istri…eghh…maksudnya punya dua Blog, asal adil dan bisa menafkahi lahir bathin.

Jadi para pirsawan yang saya cintai….bisa ajarin gimana naruh counter dan lain2 di blog baru saya ??

Plis deh kalau punya ilmu bagi bagi gitu loh !!

The Prayer

December 5th, 2005 by sondi

The Prayer

I pray you’ll be our eyes, and watch us where we go.
And help us to be wise in times when we don’t know
Let this be our prayer, as we go our way
Lead us to the place, guide us with your grace
To a place where we’ll be safe

La luce che tu hai
I pray we’ll find your light
nel cuore resterà
and hold it in our hearts.
a ricordarci che
When stars go out each night,
eterna stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
quanta fede c’è
when shadows fill our day

Lead us to a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we’ll be safe

Sognamo un mondo senza più violenza
un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano suo vicino
Simbolo di pace, di fraternità

La forza che ci dà
We ask that life be kind
è il desiderio che
and watch us from above
ognuno trovi amore
We hope each soul will find
intorno e dentro sé
another soul to love

Let this be our prayer
Let this be our prayer, just like every child

Need to find a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we’ll be safe
Need to find a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we’ll be safe

È la fede che
hai acceso in noi,
sento che ci salverà

Translation

It’s the faith
you light in us
I feel it will save us

How much faith there’s
Let this be our prayer
in my prayer
when shadows fill our day

The light you have
I pray we’ll find your light
will be in the heart
and hold it in our hearts.
to remember us that
When stars go out each night,
you are eternal star

(The force his gives us)
(We ask that life be kind)
(is wish that
and watch us from above
everyone finds love
We hope each soul will find
around and inside
another soul to love)

(We dream a world without violence
a world of justice and faith.
Everyone gives the hand to his neighbours
Symbol of peace, of fraternity)

This Prayer dedicated to my sister.I hope you really enjoy a marriage life.

As all a decent brother could do is pray for both of you and wish you all the best.

Be Happy, be gentle, be together and stay committed.

I love you and i’m happy for you two….i really do.

Wedding_toast_1

Ten Commandment of Marriage

November 16th, 2005 by sondi

Commandment 1

Marriages are made in heaven. But so are thunder and lightning.

So they say that marriage is the same substance as thunder and lightning.As a matter of fact maybe it is.All the shouting and banging in the room must prove that it is.

Commandment 2

If you want your wife to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say; talk in your sleep.

Listening skill will be our greatest asset to live a happy marriage for man Because woman just cannot do the same *Grin*

Commandment 3

Marriage is grand — and divorce is at least 100 grand!

It’s not in our country that divorce is so expensive (except if you are a celebrities).Some of the man just dissapear without a trace.If the wive is not disturb by missing a man figure than it will be an easy walk out.

Commandment 4

Married life is very frustrating. In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the neighbors listen.

See, it’s a listening thingy again.I guess i better shape up my ear if i want to get a successful marriage.Why always be the talks ?

Commandment 5

When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: Either the car is new or the wife is.

It’s the lack of sensitivity in man, but hey you married them for you have somebody to hang with.^_^

Commandment 6

Marriage is when a man and woman become as one. The trouble starts when they try to decide which one.

When you try to love other by your own image, the disaster will also peek to play.

Commandment 7

Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you say. After marriage, he will fall asleep before you finish.

Again another listening thingy….Learn !

Commandment 8

Every man wants a wife who is beautiful, understanding, economical, and a good cook. But the law allows only one wife.

Why don’t you woman have all the attribute ? Maybe the man is just too blind when they ask her to marry them ?

Commandment 9

Marriage and love are purely matter of chemistry. That is why wives treat husbands like toxic waste.

Sick Truth, But with a lot of money you (man) could also be a nice add on in the house of her own.*sigh*

Commandment 10

A man is incomplete until he is married. After that, he is finished.

Marriage seems a big demise for man.That’s why God made more woman than man.So man can have what they deserve (to blame eve at the first place)

Commandment 11

A good wive is a deaf wive, a good husband is a blind husband.

Nahhh…i just make that up !

When is the right time ?

November 10th, 2005 by sondi

When is the right time

I talk to you a thousand words

Share with you a hundred laughter

Give you a couple of smile

When is the right time ?

I Think of you every hour

Call you everyday

Meet you every week

When is the right time ?

You smile at me when i smile

You talk to me when i talk

You share your feeling as i share mine

When is the right time ?

If we have a chance to meet

A Story to make

A destiny to call

A life to fulfill

When is the right time ?

You give a chance for me to be close to you

So close that i could smell your scent

So tender so i can see your tears

When is the right time ?

Why i could talk with you for hours ?

Why i could share with you a good time ?

Why you let me into your life, but

When is the right time ?

To whom it may concern, for once….why don’t you missing me ?